Get to know me. I enjoy the little things, because that’s all that matters. And Incubus.
I love my girlfriend.
Enjoy.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
(Source: sassandgrass)
First of all, I love you. Second, It would be primarily black, red, and some silver trim.
This is such a tough question to answer. But, I’d have to say happiness. Like for instance tonight, I saw this dad playing with his legit baby girl, just old enough to smile, and it was amazing. No one understands how I feel about being a father, but I just love seeing happy babies. Call me gay if you’d like, but there’s just something about a happy child that makes me happy.
(Source: smacksmash)
(Source: theheadandheart)
CAN NOT WAIT FOR THE NEW YORK MOTHER FUCKING STATE FAIR!
But when it comes, and I go once, I will tell myself, nothing has changed, this is not fun.
…well, I will be able to drink…
(Source: travelingthedistance)
People all up on my ass n shit
So here it is.
I want change.
No I don’t want change in my relationships, per say. I love my friends and girlfriend. Literally the best parts of my life.
However, I’m kind of sick of everything else. Honestly, hanging with Zach and Melfi and just talking about nothing and everything is one of the best things ever, seriously. Sitting at home and listening to my mom bitch about pointless things is the worst. I want out of this fucking house. I want out of my job. I want out of the plain old boring Syracuse, but not far away. I miss old friendships, especially Paul. I knew that guy for 12 years. We were best friends for 12 years. People just grow up and head in separate directions and I get that, but 12 years; more than half my life. I don’t care what anyone says, that’s an incredibly long time, especially for being best friends.
I want out of this body. Am I happy with it? Not entirely. But I’m no longer disgusted by it. I have wanted to kinda get into kick boxing for a while. I haven’t really told anyone because I hate being judged, but I want to kick box. I don’t look like someone who would, and it doesn’t fit my personality, but I really want to do it. Like 5 times a week. Legit. It’d be awesome to just let out aggression onto a punching bag. I could use that. I want to be healthier, but I lack motivation from myself. I need to stop eating so much SHIT. But I’m so picky, and I’ve tried new things, I truly do, but I just can’t do it. I hate most everything I try, except for the more fattening things, like dipping my Olive Garden breadsticks into Italian Dressing. I never did that before. I never dipped my pizza in bleu cheese until I did it with Vicky one day. Didn’t really like it, but it was different.
I just want change. Especially on my health, but hopefully in life. I want positive. No more negative.
So there is my clarification on my ‘epiphany.’
Love you guys
Epiphany, as you may call it
I may or may not be facing these changes I’ve needed to make for a while…
Love Mos Def
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